Boring.

argh ~ mens cramp early in the morning. My body is too heaty ! Feeling weak nowadays.
Yesterday almost faint and vomit inside the train. stomach suddenly very very pain. i always have this symptom since i'm young. i can suddenly feel dizzy and feel like vomitting. so xin ku ! Most importanly, i want to thanks the stranger lady who helped me and of cause my friends. =D lucky they are around.

Boring, i only can start work on next wed. yucks man. i need money money !! maybe some ppl will say i become a money face but nobody can support me for my expenses. Even though bf wants to but i rather dont spent then ask him to support me. Its his hard earn money. i know this feeling. my 2 years hard earn money just flew off. i need to start from the base again...this is why i rather be a budget person.

hungry hungry....off to cook maggie !

Cherish

Hope to get the job at prudential ! should be good pay then i can get more income ! =D No need to save here and there so xin ku wor. Is so miserable when i see stuffs that i want to buy but can't ! But of course most importantly is to know the job scope well before work. Good pay not = to easy job sometimes. Can't wait to go for interview on next fri =b

To one of my friend that stay by my side always :

I'm sorry. I know u helped me and care about me alot.
I used to rely on u. I'm wrong. I thought things could change.
I tried really hard before but still, i dont wish to hurt you.
Please don't be miserable. I feel so bad.
Sorry...

Helpless

No matter how tough i may appear to be. In the end i still lose to my heart.

But mind keep telling me what i should do, what i should not.

i know, this is getting me insane. I actually follow what my heart feel.

Lost my way...

i feel so insecure for everything ...

Why giving me such an emo life ?? =(

Life

As usual, school is boring but at least i still have 2 sweethearts with me =D Today after school went clarke quay to have lunch with tian. She always make me gain weight only ~~ everytime bring us go eat nice nice foods. lol. I must go swimming more often !

One of my classmate asked me about u today. Suddenly my mind turn blank for a moment. No matter what, i know u will find ur happiness soon. This is the reason why i make up my mind not to turn back ! Never...

I wanna have fun and let myself free ~

So...girls, plan our genting trip soon ! =)

Tomorrow working. Oh ~ sian half.

我不是绝情而是脆弱。