Exhausted

Yesterday, supervisor teach me cashier but i was not concentrate so keep making silly mistakes. I dont have the mood to listen what she say. What's wrong ?

Failure in studies.
Failure in working.
Failure in relationship.
Within this few months, all this come in one time.

yes. i'm so exhausted.

Quit or stay ? I will have a conclusion once i get my term 2 results slip.
Wait and see....

off to work again...



I'm going to forgive and forget. FORGIVE myself for falling for you & FORGET you ever existed.

Off day

yeah yeah today is my off day ~

On 25th june, went outing with the girls ! finally lo ~ we went to astons for our lunch den walked down to bugis. The most fun and exciting part is we played the arcade at iuma ! Tian and me play until hand no strength. Lol. FUN !

girls !

As for work, still the same. BUT finally next week i never work with that "maid". Actually i prefer to work at tampanies rather than bugis. i don't really like to travel too much. Why tampanies staff so boring and not nice at all ? Jialat.

And btw, most of my classmates need to remodule for ITT. Stupid teacher, dont know how he mark the papers. I think purposely one. Have to spent another $321 from my own pocket lo ! What the hell ! Going to announce bankrupt after paying the fees. Damn !

Going off to watch my drama ~

Life is not fair, we love the ones who hurt us and hurt the ones who love us.

Meaningless

Alright, feeling so moody and i think i going to get sick again.

Tomorrow going to work. I shall see how it goes. At first i complained that i dont like to do housekeeping. But now i rather do housekeeping than facing that M&M. She think that she can bully junior right ? Dream on !! Act yaya papaya only.

My life become so meaningless now.
Where is my friends ? and...
Where is my loved one ?

Why i don't have a day that i can be happy about ?
I wish to blog some happy stuff too.


Someone is not worth fighting for if he/she can’t even come to the realization that you are fighting for them.

Speechless

I didn't give up.
I just can't fight for you anymore.
I'm not as strong as I used to be.

I hate work.
I hate study.
I hate everything now.

Shag

Yesterday is my first day of part time job. Have alot to complain ! =x I don't like people who keep instructing you do this do that when they can happily sit inside and chit chat on the phone ! So what if u are higher rank than me ? Does that mean that u have the privilege to slack ?

Ok...enough of the complains. off to work again....


True love loves more when it hurts much. True love is still true even to the point of letting go.

Back from work. I SUPER ANGRY !!! The job itself is good but the staff is...omg ! BULLY ! i worked so many jobs before but this is the first job that i will get blue black on my kneecap. Quite a few somemore. If this sat i met the manager, i confirm tell him about this particular staff that "eat snake" alot.

off to sleep ! shag.

memories always stay in our heart

People say that the bad memories cause the most pain. But actually it’s the good ones that drive you insane.

dreams are meant to be fulfilled

3 little cuties =x

Tomorrow will be our last paper ! Although i'm happy that we're going to end our exams but i have this sad feeling. Its been 10 mths together with my classmates. We talk rubbish, make fun of each other and of cause shopping together. We see each others almost everyday. 好舍不得哦！Hope we will still keep in contact ya =)

Next week i will be working. I wish tian and sindy can join me. That will be fun. hehe.

When we study, we will keep complaining that studies are stress and boring.

When we work, we will complain that working is boring and no time for leisure.

That's human being. 人真的很矛盾. What do we really want ?

I know clearly what i really want but sometimes things just won't go your way as it is.

我还是不懂.....

Was i the only one ?

戴愛玲 - [跳痛]

Giving up is the only choice left.

After all the incidents happened, i trusted you and used up all my effort and time to salvage our relationship again and again when i thought u deserve it.

At the end, i realise i'm the most foolish girl. No matter how i sacrifice for you, still, i'm not the person in your heart. This is what i should know from the beginning but is my fault when i choose to believe you.

I hate myself when i keep looking at your facebook everyday. I wish you could say something about me if you really care for me before. At least just a little will do but...none. I know it clearly that u won't but i just can't wake up from it.

Have alot of things to tell you and how i wish i can see you again even though is just a few mins...

No motivation to work hard anymore