Shame

What do we call a girl who keep trying to snatch other people's bf and have the intention to destroy other people's relationship ??!! you dont have a life is it !!??

A look at her face, i really feel like slapping her ! trying to use ur body and seduce other people rite ? such a shame !! i look down on u !!

i wont be such a disgrace like u ! i won't compete with u this kind of people !
Because i believe,

是我的就是我的。不是我的做什么都没有用

alright i dont know who should i tok to so i just trying to vent my fustration over here.
bye.

unhappy bday

wat kind of bday is this ? every year of my bday end up miserable day !

i not happy ! not happy la !

None is sincere !

teacup poodle

i want this dog badly ~~ so cuteeeeee la. hehe.

[MV] 何洁 - 越伤越爱

Dont know

Sometimes people just don't understand. They need to learn how to stand in other people's shoes and not just care about themselves. i'm very very disappointed.

truthful or revenge ? i guess im naive. Shouldn't be so soft hearted always.

Tell me what to do...

Boring.

argh ~ mens cramp early in the morning. My body is too heaty ! Feeling weak nowadays.
Yesterday almost faint and vomit inside the train. stomach suddenly very very pain. i always have this symptom since i'm young. i can suddenly feel dizzy and feel like vomitting. so xin ku ! Most importanly, i want to thanks the stranger lady who helped me and of cause my friends. =D lucky they are around.

Boring, i only can start work on next wed. yucks man. i need money money !! maybe some ppl will say i become a money face but nobody can support me for my expenses. Even though bf wants to but i rather dont spent then ask him to support me. Its his hard earn money. i know this feeling. my 2 years hard earn money just flew off. i need to start from the base again...this is why i rather be a budget person.

hungry hungry....off to cook maggie !

Cherish

Hope to get the job at prudential ! should be good pay then i can get more income ! =D No need to save here and there so xin ku wor. Is so miserable when i see stuffs that i want to buy but can't ! But of course most importantly is to know the job scope well before work. Good pay not = to easy job sometimes. Can't wait to go for interview on next fri =b

To one of my friend that stay by my side always :

I'm sorry. I know u helped me and care about me alot.
I used to rely on u. I'm wrong. I thought things could change.
I tried really hard before but still, i dont wish to hurt you.
Please don't be miserable. I feel so bad.
Sorry...

Helpless

No matter how tough i may appear to be. In the end i still lose to my heart.

But mind keep telling me what i should do, what i should not.

i know, this is getting me insane. I actually follow what my heart feel.

Lost my way...

i feel so insecure for everything ...

Why giving me such an emo life ?? =(

Life

As usual, school is boring but at least i still have 2 sweethearts with me =D Today after school went clarke quay to have lunch with tian. She always make me gain weight only ~~ everytime bring us go eat nice nice foods. lol. I must go swimming more often !

One of my classmate asked me about u today. Suddenly my mind turn blank for a moment. No matter what, i know u will find ur happiness soon. This is the reason why i make up my mind not to turn back ! Never...

I wanna have fun and let myself free ~

So...girls, plan our genting trip soon ! =)

Tomorrow working. Oh ~ sian half.

我不是绝情而是脆弱。

Disappointment

Today went down bugis to return the uniform. After that went shopping with sindy. lol i bought a tube shirt ! i like it =) and is $10 only.

We went back sk after all the shopping and i meet my mum at cp. So because of the 70% sales at cp, i bought another shirt ! hehe. sales everywhere ~ good time for shopping !

Looking foward for the next outing with my friends ~




Everywhere i go reminds me of you. why ? i don't like that feeling.

Now even the person i trust most make me so disappointed.

No longer the same anymore. Could someone lend me your ear ?



If you expected even more, you will be disappointed.

accept the reality

这世界上有很多事情是不公平的。那又能怨谁？就只能去接受。

好希望能够回到小时候。长大了有什么好？

现在的我不快乐。。。

I might get stronger everyday, but deep down, the pain is still there.

sick

arghhhhhhh !!! feeling so sick. After yesterday USS, my throat become more serious. I shouldn't eat those fried foods. Having fever too.

Went to see doc early in the morning. My friend suppose to come and accompany me but in the end he need to go for last min meeting. eeeeyer ! So me alone waited at the clinic for 1 hour+ =(

Alright, feeling sleepy now after eating the medicine.


Lastly,

Picture of the day !

ups and downs

Hey ! Its been so long since my last blog. Been working and slacking ~

Every now and then, i looking forward for my rest days. Feel kinda sick to go work and face people that i can't get along with. Well, when you are outside working, you always need to wear "mask" to face people around you. I worked for so many years, i should know who are the one that is true to you and who are the one who just trying to take advantage of you. Exclude those who really know how to act.

And i realised those company that have commission normally very complicated. They either "steal" your commission or scare you "eat" their commission. This happened in my current job. Some ppl are just too anxious that i will steal their customers. Please, for goodness sake. My commission is not $100+ ok. Who wan to snatch from you ? Anyway nvm, cause i decided to quit this job and head back to my previous job =)

oh ya, my term 2 results is out !! Although i passed all except comm skill but i still have 2 remodules and one sub paper !! omg. I assume another nightmare going to come soon. Trying to earn more money within this few months. I'm prepared for the worst.

And...And...i want to go out !! Feel like going to universal studio. lol. anyone ?? *wink*


I'm constantly pushing away those who care, because I'm in love with the one who doesn't.

Exhausted

Yesterday, supervisor teach me cashier but i was not concentrate so keep making silly mistakes. I dont have the mood to listen what she say. What's wrong ?

Failure in studies.
Failure in working.
Failure in relationship.
Within this few months, all this come in one time.

yes. i'm so exhausted.

Quit or stay ? I will have a conclusion once i get my term 2 results slip.
Wait and see....

off to work again...



I'm going to forgive and forget. FORGIVE myself for falling for you & FORGET you ever existed.

Off day

yeah yeah today is my off day ~

On 25th june, went outing with the girls ! finally lo ~ we went to astons for our lunch den walked down to bugis. The most fun and exciting part is we played the arcade at iuma ! Tian and me play until hand no strength. Lol. FUN !

girls !

As for work, still the same. BUT finally next week i never work with that "maid". Actually i prefer to work at tampanies rather than bugis. i don't really like to travel too much. Why tampanies staff so boring and not nice at all ? Jialat.

And btw, most of my classmates need to remodule for ITT. Stupid teacher, dont know how he mark the papers. I think purposely one. Have to spent another $321 from my own pocket lo ! What the hell ! Going to announce bankrupt after paying the fees. Damn !

Going off to watch my drama ~

Life is not fair, we love the ones who hurt us and hurt the ones who love us.

Meaningless

Alright, feeling so moody and i think i going to get sick again.

Tomorrow going to work. I shall see how it goes. At first i complained that i dont like to do housekeeping. But now i rather do housekeeping than facing that M&M. She think that she can bully junior right ? Dream on !! Act yaya papaya only.

My life become so meaningless now.
Where is my friends ? and...
Where is my loved one ?

Why i don't have a day that i can be happy about ?
I wish to blog some happy stuff too.


Someone is not worth fighting for if he/she can’t even come to the realization that you are fighting for them.

Speechless

I didn't give up.
I just can't fight for you anymore.
I'm not as strong as I used to be.

I hate work.
I hate study.
I hate everything now.

Shag

Yesterday is my first day of part time job. Have alot to complain ! =x I don't like people who keep instructing you do this do that when they can happily sit inside and chit chat on the phone ! So what if u are higher rank than me ? Does that mean that u have the privilege to slack ?

Ok...enough of the complains. off to work again....


True love loves more when it hurts much. True love is still true even to the point of letting go.

Back from work. I SUPER ANGRY !!! The job itself is good but the staff is...omg ! BULLY ! i worked so many jobs before but this is the first job that i will get blue black on my kneecap. Quite a few somemore. If this sat i met the manager, i confirm tell him about this particular staff that "eat snake" alot.

off to sleep ! shag.

memories always stay in our heart

People say that the bad memories cause the most pain. But actually it’s the good ones that drive you insane.

dreams are meant to be fulfilled

3 little cuties =x

Tomorrow will be our last paper ! Although i'm happy that we're going to end our exams but i have this sad feeling. Its been 10 mths together with my classmates. We talk rubbish, make fun of each other and of cause shopping together. We see each others almost everyday. 好舍不得哦！Hope we will still keep in contact ya =)

Next week i will be working. I wish tian and sindy can join me. That will be fun. hehe.

When we study, we will keep complaining that studies are stress and boring.

When we work, we will complain that working is boring and no time for leisure.

That's human being. 人真的很矛盾. What do we really want ?

I know clearly what i really want but sometimes things just won't go your way as it is.

我还是不懂.....

Was i the only one ?

戴愛玲 - [跳痛]

Giving up is the only choice left.

After all the incidents happened, i trusted you and used up all my effort and time to salvage our relationship again and again when i thought u deserve it.

At the end, i realise i'm the most foolish girl. No matter how i sacrifice for you, still, i'm not the person in your heart. This is what i should know from the beginning but is my fault when i choose to believe you.

I hate myself when i keep looking at your facebook everyday. I wish you could say something about me if you really care for me before. At least just a little will do but...none. I know it clearly that u won't but i just can't wake up from it.

Have alot of things to tell you and how i wish i can see you again even though is just a few mins...

No motivation to work hard anymore